The Night before Christmas, there were bells and proms...
^_^" another of my nonsensical titles... but yes, i must speak of the Prom Night that happened on the night of the 22nd! Of course, preparations were made [rather rushed and done last minute on my part], buying the dress, cutting my hair [lol...this one was just coincidence since i needed a haircut anyway..] and makeup *sweatdrop*. Then, of course my forgetfullness had to kick in on this day so i ended up getting dressed, going all the way to Mel's house to dump my bag and stuff there [for the sleepover after the prom] and then realise that i forgot to bring Regina's and my own prom tickets... -_-" so, i waited at Gina's house [since i was going there with her] and my mom came to the rescue, first finding then delivering the prom tickets to me. Phew! Made it to Holiday Villa in the end, waited with everyone else for about an hour for it to begin... when it did, there was an annoying MC, loads of bands [unknown, yeah, but with a little touch up here and there, they just might make it..] some had their instruments drowning out the actual singing while a few were pretty good. then to dinner, a few more bands and th finale...dancing! lol...i had fun even if i can't really dance.. :p let the energy go! ^^
the sleepover after was fun, duh... we canceled the plan to go for mamak but it was alright, talking all night at Mel's place is good too [which is what we would've done at a mamak stall anyway, talk all night i mean.] loads of "interesting" ideas came up [potentials for nightmares i don't even want to discuss them! :p] and i figure we all got about 3-4 hours of sleep tops. dang, let's do it again! >D
Now, Christmas Eve... well, i wish you all out there Merry Christmas! Pray you're all well and jolly...stay happy though i know it can be tiring but have a blessed, blessed day! Cheers!

p/s - i know my account of the prom night and sleepover is pretty lousy but i just can't get myself typing today... T_T sorry!

still sleepwalking?!? wake up, baka!
so i never did get back to stretching out the length of that after-SPM post but i reread it and figured it suited my mood perfectly at that moment so it stays. i don't think it's been a very long while since after SPM but, everything seems different now. of course that feeling is reinforced by the absence of a maid in my household [she left around the end of my exams] but, doing chores is not the only change. now, the push to grow up has gotten a little stronger. it's all becoming a little confusing again but, that's life, ne? that's growing up and ,hopefully, growing stronger in learning how to cope, experience, enjoy. college hopping has been on for me throughout this year but in a way, i never took it too seriously before my exams were over. at that time, the focus was on the exams itself. now the focus has shifted along with the lifted pressure but this shoft of focus isn't allowing me to enjoy freedom entirely either. and yes, it so happens again that, now that i have time to draw, write fanfiction or whatever else artistic i wanted to during this year, i don't. i don't know why either...it's just that, i spend my days doing all sorts of things except those things i metioned and then, at the end of the day, i just haven't done anything. [sounds weird? yeah, now you know who i am]
but then again, no matter how much i seem to whine here [lol..whiny me..never thought about it before! :p] life isn't really that bad. i mean, i have gone out on trips ["too many" as shosh, mel and chelle will remind me, ne? -_- but it's only been 1 trip!] went to watch 'Alexander' at Summit again, 'The Incredibles' as a family outing [wasted money on teensy weeny A&W burgers.. -_-"] and then the church Youth Camp to Broga [the place is a little past Kajang and that's all i know..heh] pretty fun cause i loved the physical sport they had there..flying fox, obstacle course [i managed to get past the Tarzan swing without falling into the water! yay! ^^] and the high ropes [my favourite..^^]. And, yeah, met a new friend there [now i sound like a kindergarden kid..lol] cause i hadn't been attending youth meetings for about 4-5 months now and she started coming after i stopped. So the three days there were just right [one day to get settled, one day to play all the stuff and one day to pack up and leave.. :p] and when i got back, i was beat! didn't realise i was aching all over til i actually got back.. >_< then on Sunday, went to visit one of the UTAR branches with Regina [dipped into a magazine store for a while and got 6 Kreko magazines in a pack ^_^] and then today. end of story. but, nope, haven't decided what i want to do with my life, haven't decided which college to dump myself in so for now, i'll just go on living and eating chocolate, shall i? *cheers to utter randomness* ja, oyasumi!

p/s - WELCOME BACK, Shosh! i'm so sorry i still haven't seen you yet but i'm sure it'll be soon!!! and happy belated birthday too.. :D

and PAAAAAAAARRTTAYYY!!!
lol..nah, i'm actually not that crazy. yes, my days of SPM are over. finis. poof. heh..and crazy as this may sound [for someone who was seemingly waiting for this day a month ago], my feelings aren't quite as filled with the essence of joy as they should be. sure, my actions are a little crazy [screaming on top of my lungs after being dared to by weevern after the exam, heading straight to Summit to watch 'Shutter'] but they don't seem to be that real. ah well, it'll sink in after i've had a nice looooooooong while of freedom ^___________^ of course that means i'll just continue where i "left off". back to fanfiction, going out, drawing and wasting time. hah..i think i'll revise this post some other time. strangely not in the mood to post >_< [not a true blogger person..ack!] ja!